I must be too bored

I am running out of ideas, subjects to blog nowadays. I won't say I am bored, or my life is boring. It really depends on how I (you yourself) see it. Life is all about quality and not quantity. I always think life can be better, this is how it can motivate myself (yourself) to work harder in all aspects. (Though I always grumble about many things.)

When you work hard, you will need to work for something, a goal, an expectation, a want or even a need.

I have never really sit down and think about these wants & needs in my life. I don't set any resolutions when it comes to welcoming a brand new year. I don't set short term, medium-long term goals as well. Because planning often gets disrupted by changes & hiccups. & I love freedom. I aspire to be a freedom player. Free to play for life!

Of course, freedom player here has her wants & needs. Very greedy person actually.

So do you think I am dreaming?

I think I am cos these are just too much for 1 person to achieve?

But a motivator will not agree. They will say, you (I) set the goal you (I) work hard to achieve them.

Which I have to start building this drive to behave this way.

It has got to be a way of life, an attitude. It should come within myself and not just mentioning it now & nothing comes true!

I believe I have been like this for the longest time. It's time time time!

See the diagrams, I am pretty guilty of something. I am guilty of having more needs than wants.

Cos to me, a person who is capable & positive, they normally have more wants than needs in life. Reason being, they have what it takes to be capable & successful. What they are fighting for is wants! All the materialistic tangibles, status, fame, etc.

For me, I need more needs than wants. This is crazy. That means I need to stabilize myself more, improve myself more to be a better person & to achieve more.

Anyway, most importantly.....................

So I need to keep on dreaming. This will perk me up! Dreams are just like colours, just gotta keep playing with it & have fun!!

The Big problem about is................................

If I can stop thinking too much, I will be a happier person definitely. But happiness has to be maintained. Someone told me, before others smile at you, you smile first. By doing that, you are stopping any possible/ potential negative vibes from others. For now, I agree but I can't comprehend. However, I will try! I will, I promise! Will learn to be more forgiving and accepting!

Everyone wants more. But do know that greed is 1 of the 7 sins & I believe that is the root to all evil.

So be contented with what you (I) have.

So what do you think? Happier after reading this post? I will make sure I remind myself everyday to be a better person.